I havent really been around in a while. Between being busy because of the move and the holiday, not having a computer desk cause it broke, and for the most part feeling really great. My marriage and family life are going great. But for the past two weeks or so I have felt like total crap. I tried coming on here to post some journals with the hope of having some responce but im getting to the point where I feel im being ignored on DS even from my friends. I know its just the depression. But most days lately its like okay maybe I deserve all this. Maybe just maybe I brought it all upon myself. Could someone just please tell me this is just the depression part of my bipolar and it will soon pass. Please?
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