I don't know why but I feel so alone all the time. I have a great husband and a 5 month old son but I always feel alone. My husband and I are living with my mother who use to abuse me in the past and now that I have my son I feel like I have been taken back to being a child again. I just don't want to become the mother that my mother was to me. I look at my son and I am so afraid that someday I might loose my cool. I am getting help for this but How can I feel so alone in a house full of people? I just wish that I could come back to the state of mind of a 25 year old and not when I was 16.
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