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can anyone relate to this?
i hear voices all the time theres two of them both male and they talk to each other and tell me negative things like im worthless and evil id be better of dead to kill myself general negative commnts all the time. when i dont listen to them they start screaming and yelling really loudly giving me the worst headache imagineable it makes me feel like im gonna pass out from the pain. as well as the voices i have started seeing shadows like a black smudge they creep around and run from place to place at first i thought i was imagining this becoz everytime i looked they were gone but now they are peering out the sides of things like if they are stood behind a door they will peer round it so that they know i see them, why voices join in with them they laugh at me and say there coming to get me its making me paraniod. the disturbing thoughts are gonna make me sound like a hommicidal maiac im not so i will not divuldge to much detail on these thoughts all ill say is that i day dream and fantize about hurting others in some very bizzare and graphic ways. why is this happening to me im not a violent person but im scared my voices are taking over me and are wanting to turn me into something i am not.
can anyone relate to me on this? please tell me im not evil and completely crazy i feel it.
help
i hear voices all the time theres two of them both male and they talk to each other and tell me negative things like im worthless and evil id be better of dead to kill myself general negative commnts all the time. when i dont listen to them they start screaming and yelling really loudly giving me the worst headache imagineable it makes me feel like im gonna pass out from the pain. as well as the voices i have started seeing shadows like a black smudge they creep around and run from place to place at first i thought i was imagining this becoz everytime i looked they were gone but now they are peering out the sides of things like if they are stood behind a door they will peer round it so that they know i see them, why voices join in with them they laugh at me and say there coming to get me its making me paraniod. the disturbing thoughts are gonna make me sound like a hommicidal maiac im not so i will not divuldge to much detail on these thoughts all ill say is that i day dream and fantize about hurting others in some very bizzare and graphic ways. why is this happening to me im not a violent person but im scared my voices are taking over me and are wanting to turn me into something i am not.
can anyone relate to me on this? please tell me im not evil and completely crazy i feel it.
help
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
http://reintegration.com/ami/diagnosis/
xoxo
I'm glad you're seeing someone, and as far as how to explain it to them ... do so as you did so eloquently here.
Perhaps even copy and paste your post, print it, and take it with you so she can read it.
Best of luck. Keep us posted.
Peace!
Peace!