The discussion link isn't working--so had to put this under advice. Advice is ok. I am just so depressed and worried. The loss of that job prospect beginning February has got me terribly afraid. I do not want to spend all my money I have saved and I am feeling terribly guilty about this. It has been hard to find the right job and now I am feeling desperate and afraid. I don't ever want to be in the position I was for a couple of years where I was constantly TERRIFIED about money. And I DO need my teeth fixed too. I get very confused about stuff like this. My dental place has few appointments and I need to make them when I can BUT I don't want to jeopardize a new job either. I feel in hell. I am so scared and worried. I do not want that horror of not enough money again. If it has never happened to you you have know idea what it is like. You can't buy a cup of coffee when out with a friend because you are out of money----you can't go much of anywhere because you can't afford the gas--and the whole time you are terrified you are going to lose everything--like your house.
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