Here is a very very strange discussion i doubt anyone will understand. But its eating away at me so its worth a try. For three years i have had this attachment to this person i barely know and its like everyday i just wait for him to come and talk to me, the first two years he pretty much ignored me but it was if he was hiding something from me because when i looked into his eyes I say something I could not explain , but this year he started to open up to me and would go into the library were iam an aid to try and get my attention but i would always have to do all the talking but finally he went out of his way to say something and i thought i was really going to start connecting with him from that point on, but to my disappointment he never came back, and today his class came in there and it was like I went back to the beginning with him because he like ignored me and now it feels like im getting no where and im very frustrated.I dont know him very well but i think the reason im so afraid to really speak up is because i think about him all the time and it would just feel kinda weird but when im around him i feel peace and i never felt that around anyone else. I always tell myself to give it up and move on but seriously no matter how hard i try it just makes things worse because he is always in my heart and my thoughts but I BARELY KNOW HIM, usually if something like this happens they say well if he is not going to give you the time of the day move on and get on with your life you shouldn't love someone you dont know. but no matter how hard i try it never ever goes away just makes things worse. Please help if you can.
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