Today, Was horrible. Valentine's Day has never had a good record with me. I'm allways the one wiht no date. But today, I woke up happy, for last weekend, I went out and bought a present for all of my so called friends. I got to school this morning and started handing them out, same as everyone else. You no what I eneded up with...nothing. Not even a "Happy Valentine's Day Canada" nothing. Noda Zip. Everyone in my group had stuff except me. I feel so horrible now. The quote to explain how I feel would read something like "everyone hates you do something stupid" this sux. I hate today. My family's a mess. I found out I have no real frineds. I hate my classes, I hate my homework, I hate everything. I don't feel like doing anything, I have a speech do tomorrow, and can't even bring myself to type something on a friggin peiece of paper. What's wrong with me
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