My stomachs discomfort is bad today. I feel so stressed. No one can get through this but me. When in hell, keep going. I am asking my God to share some of his energy to make the about 40 mile trip to the vet hospital to pick up Pain. I called they said Pain ate oh his own for the first time. He hadnt eaten in weeks. The doc took out the mass that was surrounding his spleen and took out the spleen. The mass has been sent off to the lab to check for cancer. The vet tech is going to show me how to tube feed Pain. I dont like doing things like. Pain is my buddy and I do for my buddies, ya know. Several years ago I got my nutrition through a large IV catheter implanted in a large vein in my chest. I hook up the catheter myself. I can do this too. I am going to go and try sleep for a half hour. No energy to speak to anxious to sleep. Ugh!
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