Jesus...I swear...my moods keep changing like every few hours...and its drastic. One moment, I hate myself, want to DIE, feel like a lard ass, then...wait a mintue...oh yeah! now, I am arrogent and shop with money I don't have and wear barely any clothes and feel overtly sexual and do rash things out of character and oh wait! Shit, life sucks, people hate me, the world would be better without me...ANd guess what...all of this in JuST ONE DAY!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
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