I have so much on my mind and my sleep is horrible. I wonder when will I just feel good most days again because I'm in a funk around 5 out of 7 days. My pay has dwindled, my house payment has skyrocketed, my emotions are all over the place, my teenager is rebellious, and I'm in an intimate relationship that is primarily physical offering no emotional support, further lowering my self-esteem. This last one I resent the most but I don't want to go back to the neverending drought I was in for so many years. I'm so ready for a major change so I guess I'll begin with getting back in school if I can get aid. I can't manage a new loan anytime soon.
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