Feeiling like a horrible mother today. Been so sad about my children leaving for college that I can't even seem to stay out of bed. My daughter wanted me to go to the mall with her but the thought of being in such a public place felt like a nightmare. I did have lunch with her. That was hard. Came home and laid back down. Hurt her feelings by not going and now I have my son concerned about my state of mind. His closest friend killed himself last week and he's so concerned for me because he's leaving for school next week. I told him its normal for me to feel sad but is it normal to lack any and all motivation?
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