I often wonder if my loneliness came before my depression or the other way around. My state of mind is like a balloon being bounced up to keep from hitting the ground. Reality tells me that even if I can stay up I'm loosing from within.
Side note .. the Loneliness Group is a really lonely place.
Why was Moses not allowed to enter the Promised Land? by Christopher R. Smith"In response to this, God told Moses, “Because you did not believe in me, to uphold me as holy in the eyes of the people of Israel, therefore you shall not bring this assembly into the land that I have given them.” Another translation puts that this way: “You did not trust me enough to honor me and show the people...
Feel broken, keep crying, don't want to be me or alive anymore.