I hate being rejected - i dont care who does it...it still hurts every time - more and more im finding that ppl dont need me, i hurt everyone i get close to. Ppl would be better off without me in their lives...Ive lost so many people, people that i feel wouldnt care if something happened to me -- im in the bottomless pit thats keeps me in a dark depressed mood. i keep wondering if I was a mistake...would everyones life have been better if i had never been born?!?!?! been thinking deep dark thoughts bout ways to just go away - somewhere no one could find me -- maybe slip away maybe not -- Im so angry all the time -- angry at everyone and everything including myself...every nite more hateful, morbid dreams....maybe i should just slip away - no one will probably even notice that i was gone from their lives...im such a waste of everyone time and energy...whats the point?!?!?!
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