so anyways i was talking to my brother who use to be my best friend in the whole world, and when he needed anything i would always be there to help, but I was talking to him today and telling him that i was sad being up here, and he was like well i dont know what to tell you come back home and i told him that if i did i would not have nowhere to stay, and he said well i still dont know what to tell you!!! Anyway he was like well i have a family now and i dont need anyone or anything messing it up for me, cause of my past!!! so I mean i had a family of my own but i still never turned him away!!!! it is eating at my heart so bad right now, I always feel that the people that i need to the most are too busy for me or they see me as a failure and im going to mess there lives up too....
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