all i do is sleep, and eat, i don't feel anything, i'm totally numb but yet every inch of my being hurts, i'm so tired of feeling like this, i told my mom today that all i wanted for christmas is to be happy, she cried. i want do die, i just can't stand this anymore. i've missed a ton of work also, i can't even get myself out of bed by four in the afternoon to be at work by five. that's really bad, i just don't know what to do. i mean, i do know what i want to do, but i don't want to hurt anyone.
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