Lately, I have to try so hard to be patient and kind. I smile through every callous word said to me. But I'm breaking, I can't keep doing this. I need to say that I'm not okay, but I don't know how. I have some wonderful friends, but a few of them are after their own interests and don't have a problem belittleling my existence. I have enough trouble as is with my anxiety, panic attacks, and depression as is---but their words make me feel worse. I couldn't get out of bed today because I kept thinking about what someone said to me last night. I would just cut these individuals out of my life, but I can't, literally. I don't know what to do...I'm losing my grip again, and I just don't know how much longer I can keep this up...what can I do? Please...
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