I don't know if now is a good time to evaluate friendships...I always tend to do this when i'm depressed and I always feel ten times worse...I don't know if it's just my mind or if it really is true that I have no true friends. Or is it that I do'nt open up to people? Granted most of my friends live 12 hours or more away from me because i met them in college, but even while i was in college, i felt so alone because whenever i was depressed, noone seemed to care. is it to the point where they are just tired of dealing with me when i'm depressed? tired of saying the same things over and over again? i'm tired of hearing the same things over and over again that don't comfort me, that just make me feel worse about myself. i guess i just don't know how to make friends. i just need one right now...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??