today i waited until this morning and i finally made my boyfriend of 18 years face me. he has virtually been living with this other woman since i found out about her. i knew he would be at this mothers and dads this morning and i went there while they were at church... when i came down the hill i saw him washing his new womans car at this parents house... it cut like a knife since he always washed my car and now it is hers. well hells bells. this is life ??? he immediately ran into his basement and i called him out.. i told him i was done with him but first i wanted him to know that he has been the biggest hypocrite in the world all this time.. i have to tell this first.. i called her last husband since she has had several... he met me out friday night and told me all about her.. since then he has called me at least 10 times and wants to date me. i never expected this to happen.... i am not attracted to this man, but he is very nice. he told me she had 2 botched plastic surgery jobs. one a boob job and one a tummy tuck.. she is short and chubby... well he said the tummy tuck looks like a train track of scars and the boobs are cut underneath instead of under the arms and looks like a big mess..... here is the clincher and the thing that blew my mind to bits. now i am not against tattoos. the young people love them.. i am talking about a 50 year old woman that her ex husband said has a tattoo that covers her entire back from the shoulders to the waist... now this man i was involved with hated tattoos.. now the sees one that covers the entire back of his new woman...?? what does this say? to me it tells me what i have always thought... he is in the closet as a gay man.. now i have nothing against anyone gay.... what i am against is lies and deceit... be the person you are........ i truly believe he can have relations with her and look at this big tattoo that encompasses her entire back and imagine she is a man..... this is what i am dealing with here.... drama i know... sad its real life drama and i am in the middle of this.... so this morning i told my ex boyfriend all of this and told him he is perverted.. he asked if he could see the dogs and i told him that never in this lifetime will he see them or me again... i told him he has made the biggest mistake of his life .. then i left.. i feel closure now.... the last piece of this 18 year long puzzle has been placed.... it is complete. i believe he has used me and is a gay man.... he is using her as a man..... God in heaven what in the world have i been in all these years...... tragic to me...... i will survive, i promise.. from this day forth i am done with crap... i no longer feel there was anything wrong me... he is the perverted and twisted person..... i am so grateful this has all come to light... i am free .....
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