i know that this is the depression site and not the "stop me before i beat the living hell out of her" site but i really need some support. i am so angry right now that i can barely think. this witch is yelling, screaming, acting like a bitch and i cant get word in edgewise. now she is calling a battered woman's number complaining that all of her craziness is because she is being abused. and her abuser is supposedly me. i do not nor have i ever abused this chick and i am tired of being labeled such. i have a good mind to make the lie a reality and go and beat the living shit out of her so that when she goes where she plans to go, they will have a real reason to talk to her. she hits me. she yells and berates me and because i got frustrated and fed up with all of the abuse one time and happened to leave a stupid message on an answering machine i get labeled. this is part of the reason i just want to die! i can get away from this bitch because everything i have is tied into what she has unofficially and i have no real way of splitting it. i really feel that i am not going to get to the other side of this one with my faculties intact. after she punched me and tried to pull my hair out again yesterday i knew that it was just a matter of time before she started laying all this at my feet again and saying it was my fault. i hate my life and i am tired of living it. i am not planning on doing anything to myself i just want to go on record as having tried to get help cuz i am sick of her crying and hitting and all that crap. sick of it!
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