ok those i love on here. this is the truth about me. i am wounded and full of crap. right now i hate two people that have killed me inside. i wish them both to die. i pray each morning on the way to work that this hatred will go away..... i am baring my soul here. let this post fall by the wayside. i don't care. it is how i feel. for the first time in all of my life i have wanted to kill someone... i am better now and am not there anymore. the hatred still remains... i can't take much more of this ..!!!!!! i trigger this post because i have the love of God somewhere in my heart. i hope he will help me... i beg everyday that if i get past this. i will be a better person. i WILL....... i am in the midst of the worst struggle of my life. hatred for two human beings....... i can't stand to be in this situation... i am trying to let it go... don't tell me to let it go.... i am killing myself to get this poison out of my life...... just a song that no1 will listen to. however when i listen to it, i feel i have a chance to get past all this horrendous pain. xxxx
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...