hey does anyone else out there completely hate themselves? i mean i try to convince myself that this is just "depression" talking but i really dont think it is the case. when i am alone, just thinking, i realize that i am not a very good person. i mean i am nice and all to people, but even that turns into a negative on me. sometimes i daydream about carving my face off so that i dont have to look at it anymore because i do not like the person that i see. i really hate being me and i wish i could get out of the contract. i am tired of performing and i just want the curtain to come down and for the show to be over. i am just wondering if i am alone in this self hatred package or if there are others out there?
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