today marks the anniversary of a forced abortion. i was so scared of my ex partner i went through this against my wishes. every day i regret it. why wasnt i stronger ? why was i so stupid ? take the tablet. simple. come back in 3 days. the foetus will be dead then. write your name on a bedpan. see a blob report to the nurse. it means its over. its never over in your mind. i hate myself. i took a life because i was scared of a man. shoot me. i dont deserve to be here.
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