I really just want to kill myself but I cannot b/c of the aftermath it will have on others. Maybe it's why they say suicide is a selfish act, b/c of who you leave behind and what they have to go through. though I don't think when one is at that point they are trying to be selfish; they are just hurting immensely and see it as a possibilty to end their suffering.
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