Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
ok - so heres the thing !
as everyone VERY probably knows by now, i havent been feeling so great lately.
in fact understatement of the century.
i have been feeling awful lately - really really awful.
suicidal in fact - i had a suicide plan, and plans to act on it.
i still have these plans.
BUT i've decided i might as well give this whole thing one last shot.....at least, try once more to get better.
SO i have phoned the doctors, put myself down as a temporary patient (cuz im still registered with another docs where i used 2 live n i cant change yet) and i have a phone consultation with a doctor sometime between half 3 n half 4 pm.
HOPEFULLY they will then give me an appointment - probably for tomorrow......in which case i wont give up 2nite....as i want 2 c what the doctors have 2 say n if they can help.
i still feel awful - but im hoping hoping hoping maybe i wont for much longer.
and its thanks 2 all u LOVELY people on here that i decided 2 at least TRY.
so, im trying.
thank u all very muchly.
n love u all very muchly also :)
xxxxxxxxxxxx
as everyone VERY probably knows by now, i havent been feeling so great lately.
in fact understatement of the century.
i have been feeling awful lately - really really awful.
suicidal in fact - i had a suicide plan, and plans to act on it.
i still have these plans.
BUT i've decided i might as well give this whole thing one last shot.....at least, try once more to get better.
SO i have phoned the doctors, put myself down as a temporary patient (cuz im still registered with another docs where i used 2 live n i cant change yet) and i have a phone consultation with a doctor sometime between half 3 n half 4 pm.
HOPEFULLY they will then give me an appointment - probably for tomorrow......in which case i wont give up 2nite....as i want 2 c what the doctors have 2 say n if they can help.
i still feel awful - but im hoping hoping hoping maybe i wont for much longer.
and its thanks 2 all u LOVELY people on here that i decided 2 at least TRY.
so, im trying.
thank u all very muchly.
n love u all very muchly also :)
xxxxxxxxxxxx
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
elaine
the doctor just phoned me NOW (so much for half 3 !) and i have an appointment at 4.30 xxx
Good luck~