the amazing, unquestionable doubt causing characteristic that most humans possess is being wanderers and explorers. you cannot always take someone stepping out of your life as a bad thing; as a sign of you not being good enough to stay around. perhaps there are bigger things meant for your life. perhaps youre just someone that is meant to grace several peoples lives, if even for brief moments, in order to spread a little more goodness around. while the changing of your friends could be more than the tides, remember that not everything that happens has to be because of something bad or negative. things must change in life, that is the law of our existence. keep your head up, msg me if you need. i hope you feel a bit better throughout the day. try to take a warm bath with your favorite cd and let your stress melt into the tub.
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awww sweetie, you are not forgettable. that's just the depression talking, truly. I'm here if you want to talk, vent or share your thoughts.

hugs xxxxx

I is just really hard...because i give my all to my friends....In my mind they are not just friends they are my family..i love and care greatly about my friends...it just hurts when they just leave..........

Well at least your not pushing everyone away like I do. DS wont forget you though.

I think I could have written your post word for word....

You know what someone told me? That I care too much...that's what my problem was...that it was me...that I needed to care less...WTF?

Sorry you are feeling this way...but don't think that you are forgettable...WE are NOT forgettable AT ALL!

have you discussed what your feeling with them? perhaps all is not what it seems. they might be going through some stuff right now or are busy with family matter, work, or simply life. You need to find balance and not put all your self worth in your friendships.

Rob that is the thing....i feel like i am pushing the friendship...like i am too needy or something....idk.......I flippin hate not knowing if i have messed up the friendship or not......

Then I know exactly where you are coming from, just that half the time i push people away out of fear of getting hurt that way it's not like they are leaving me for no reason. Don't think that would really help you tho definatly does not help me.

Rob...sometimes i wish i could just push people away.....I get too atached too quickly i guess......I just flippin hate feeling like i am not good enough to have frends......

I'm sure that you are a more than excellent friend.

I got hurt by a lot of friends. I thought I was their friend and it turns out they were just "putting up" with me. I'm still battling getting back into all that. I feel so old to be feeling so young. Like I need lessons or something to learn how to make friends again.

I've been trying to concentrate on me more. I've been trying to find out who I am.

Maybe if you start looking for people that will have something to offer you vrs. people that you will constantly be trying to appease. I definatly know that feeling. I did that with a lot of my friends in the past. They were never wrong and I was always doing something wrong and looking back it was all just a bunch of crap.

Some of your friends might just be hurting just as badly as you are and can't show it. I've been pushing people away because I don't want to get hurt again. It's hard for me to really let someone in.

I hope that you are able to find that balance.

*hugs*

I am sorry that people are treating you this way...You are not forgettable..Their behavior is...Hang in there. Good friends are rare, but when you find them...you will know. Mishka

The ones that are good would never forget you hun. Only users or insincere people would ever do that. I have good friends from my home town that I do not see or talk with on a regular basis. We are just too far apart distance wise. (2 thousand miles approximately) But every once in a while one of them will surprise me with a long distance phone call. And that warms my heart.

My problems is that I thought I had people in my life that were friends, but they really were not. They used me to make their life easier, and when I couldn't keep giving and giving (money wise), decided we were not friends any more. Those are people I wish would have forgotten I existed before they asked for the hand outs, instead of keeping on remembering my phone number. I'm not stupid tho. I now tell them to bugger off.

You DanieLou are a genuine person. It's their loss if they can't see it.

I can't count how many times I've cried out these same words...

Thank you guys for all your kind words...I guess i just need to get thicker skin....idk...hugs to you all