im feeling too empty, i cant even post anything angry or hateful for a vent. i dont have anything in me right now. i dont even think i want to die, it's not worth trying, too much effort. i just want to wake up from this numb feeling. my friends are gone, my gf is too, my family are on a distant world, im not even sure i exist. why don't i feel anything? how can this stop?.. i feel like emotions are going to come tonight, and they are going to hit rough.
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