WTH!!?? Is today just an unrelentless unusually bad day? I logged on tonight hoping to read something positive or unlifting cause today has been such an incredibly horrible day and it seems that way for alot of others today too! I am so ready to give up, I am confused, frustrated and I just dont have the energy to keep going anymore. Even getting a hug from my daughter didnt help...I dont know what to do. I know I didnt refill my scripts today just cause I knew if I did I have taken the whole bottle. I dont want to go in I dont think I can handle another inpatient stay. What I can remember of the last time was pretty sucky, but so is being here so what does it really matter?
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