I am freaking out, I have so many bills but I feel like I can't make myself go to work. I hate it, or maybe I just hate how difficult it is to do my job when my mood is so low. Ive gained 15 pounds in the last 2 months and I don't even want to leave the house. I just want to be happy, feel good about myself and enjoy work and enjoy my boyfriend and want to spend time with friends have energy and fun again. I wish I could afford a holiday on a beach!
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