Just joined this community...probably needed to a long time ago. I have so many things going on right now...I don't want to waste everyone's time listing them all here. But will talk individually to anyone who wants to. I have just so many stressors in my life right now...so many negative things. On top of past issues that I haven't worked through yet. I am not suicidal at this time, but have been so many times in my past...and even this past Saturday. I guess my work (or punishment) here is not finished because I should have been dead so many times at my own hand and for other health reasons as well. I am scared most of the time of myself, being alone, getting help, not getting help, just everything. I only want to know what it is like to feel "normal" and maybe experience "happiness" in my life for more than just a few brief glimpses. I am hoping to find some friends here to share experiences, and that can relate to me instead of just writing my concerns off as "crazy","pity pot", or "attention seeking". Hope to hear from you soon. Take care and feel free to view my profile page to learn more about me.
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