I've just spent the last hour talking to my ex online and not one word from him about the fact that today would have been our 8th year together. The funny thing is that this time last year we were still together and then he left me on the 25th of this month. How do you handle anniversarys? I'm so empty and lost. I never saw this coming. My disease had me in such a grap that I never thought that he'd leave and now all I dream of is death. How do I hold on? Why can't I let go and just accept that I'm alone? Any suggestions?
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