Okay.. Think I have been depressed for like 15-16 years.. Cant keep a job or work for others.. Have a totally argumentative personality towards my family.. Pills dont work.. Suicidal thoughts cross my mind in series of flashes and such its strange.. Not at all good with relationships.. Kinda becoming a total isolationist.. I write a lot of poetry intended for song etc.. Some days I get what seems like mania(not sure).. Psychologist said I was highly intelligent high IQ all that crap ADhD.. Oh I was a failure in school as well hmmm.. I dont want to take pills anymore and so I stopped and well.. bottom line is what the hell is the deal!! Why do my spirits constantly crushed and I feel so hyper sensative as well but cant show it.. People constantly call me an ENIGMA or mysterious.. What do I do.. WTF is wrong here?!?!?!
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