or so i thought it would be , infact i planned on it being a good day- when i went to bed lastnight- told myself tomorrow is going to be great! i'm going to get up, do my makeup , my hair , get dressed and get out of this depressive state that i'm in.... but that went downhill when i fell asleep , had a dream about the idiot that i now call my ex boyfriend..... and i miss him...... doesn't seem to want to go away and being lonely in the process makes it worse- i've never been good at being single, and i'm still not... i miss waking up with a person beside me and falling asleep with an arm around me.... so far its 7 am and i want to go back to bed- so i can sleep away the day and yet i know if i do i'll dream of him and it will all go downhill even more.......... hate being me ... anyone wanna trade lives for a day , week, year?........
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