I don't know what today was....a big screw up I guess. I wanted to get help, but it's like somebody or something didn't want me to go. A friend showed up unexpectedly and wanted me to hang with him, so I did....the whole time I was thinking about getting help, but I couldn't do it...he was right there. He only just left, and now it's too late tonight for me to talk to anybody. I'm all anxious and nervous on top of depressed. I guess I'm worried about a lot of things right now....like my job and if I still have it, even though I hate it, like if I don't still have a job, I'm going to have to go back to working for my grandparents....I don't know....there's too much on my mind, and I really want to smoke some pot, but I'm trying to resist and it's really hard and I don't want to break. I'm trying to quit.....I gotta be able to pass a drug test....I don't know.....I wanted to get help today, but didn't.....maybe tomorrow...
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