I feel ashamed for wanting more. I am told I have it all, but I feel empty. Can you have it all if it is never what you wanted to begin with? I know that it is a myth, having it all. But why is there nothing left for me. Why can I not feel complete with what I do have? Why do I have to want something I can not have? Why do they not hear my screams? Am I not yelling loud enough? Do I seem happy living the life they think I should have? Or do they simply think that if they tell me I am happy; tell me I have it all long enough, I will come to believe it. I think this is the plan. Will it be too late when they realize their plan isnt working?
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