Theres no justice in life so I’ll check out and let her attorney and the judge and my attorney all play till they get what they need. Here I’m supposed to get paid finally but as soon as I even think I see daylight the lid on the box just squished me back down. Okay depression you win as I’m sure you’ve beaten so many others one more will be insignificant in the pile of husks left over.
i have a very uneasy feeling right now. Im not sure whats up with me. I have alot of hype suddenly but im not sure its good hype. It feels like anxiety hype and feels unpleasant. I know im bored alot but havnt the motivation to do anything about it to change it. I know im waiting to fall in mood and itl be one hell of a crash. Why am i so fucked up i do nothing all day everyday and i hate it...
Sorry I already posted today... but I have done a little bit of drawing after my exam since I have been in and out of some nasty flashbacks this morning. Trying to keep my mind busy... reminding myself there is nothing wrong with the shoes I walk in. They are unique to me and that is okay.