this past weekend i was shattered. i have not worked a day this week. my supervisor and the president of the company i work at called to check on me today..... this made me feel better.. it has been the worst time for me since the breakup of my marriage years ago. i have not been suicidal..... i have been kicked down to the point i wanted to die... due to the intense pain. but i will not give in to that ever!!!! i am past the point to ever take my life. i want to thank you all for caring. i love you all so much..... more than i can say here in mere words... i will be ok... i am sorry i have not responded to all the love you have given me.. i was not able ... i could barely walk to the bathroom and feed my little dogs.... it took all i could within in me to even do this! just know i will be back and better soon...... for those that pray. please pray for me..... i will make it... i must... i have endured a lot in my life. i am here for a reason.... this reason is to help others that are suffering...... this is my goal in life..... please forgive me if i have let anyone down..... i thought i was so strong... a big mistake to think i could not be taken down...... when i am better i promise to be here to support you all...... bless you all for loving and caring for me....... it has made me want to live...... you have restored my belief in humanity........ there is love here in this place.. we may have problems here but the love is powerful here....... i love you all... xxx sheila
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