Hi I dont know much about this site but I am hoping I can get some respite from the group. Depression has been a part of my life all my life and now I am tired. So very tired. After many years of medications, seeking professional help and self help, the light of hope has all but diminished. Does it ever end? I just want to live a life of some sort without thinking of the end on a regular basis. My days are usually dark and gloomy even if the suns is out. Being alone dosen`t help. Yes I have interests and friends I get out and belong to various groups all to no avail. I dont want to see anyone and I stay home as it gives me a feeling of protection and safety.
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