WELL HERE I AM AGAIN FEELING AS ALONE AS EVER. I HAVE HAD TO MAKE ALOT OF HARD DECISIONS IN THE PAST FEW WEEKS BUT IT WILL BE GOOD FOR ME AND MY KIDS. I AM TIRED OF NOT BEING INCLUDED ON DECIONS, TIRED OF BEING CRITISIZED AND TIRED OF NOT HAVING TO DO ANYTHING IN MY OWN HOME AND HAVING TO ACCEPT IT. I CANT DO IT ANYMORE. IF IT WASNT FOR MY KIDS I WOULDNT HAVE LASTED AS LONG AS I HAVE NOW. AND MOST OF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. I AM TIRED OF CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHT. AND NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP.
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