Ive just been to therapy and talked about the rape for the first time ever. it was so hard. i rang my husband on the way home to talk about it. anyway after a bit he said that it helped him me sharing this stuff with him and that now he can see why i was so stressed over my cousins husband trying to makeout with me. i asked him "did you not believe when i told you?" and he said "not really, i thought you were over reacting." i was gutted. i cried all the way home from therapy. it seems like nothing ever changes and it just confirms why i don't speak out about something in fear of no one believing me. im so hurt. this is just to hard sometimes.
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