All I needed today was a little time to myself. I've been feeling more depressed than I have in weeks, but when I told hubby that I needed a little time he said okay.. at first. and went downstairs with thee kid. Then I hear a series of loud bangs which were him hitting something.. the wall I'm guessing. So, instead of me having a little time to sort things out and relax, he's in the bed sleeping and I'm watching the kid. I'm very discouraged today and feeling alone. I'm actually not sure which group I should put this in. H cheated on me a couple of months ago and ever since OW left he's been in such a horrible mood that I've been unable to work out my own feelings about anything or get past anything. Along with that bad mood of his comes emotional and verbal abuse. He likes to blame my depression on my bipolar and BPD, but I'm pretty sure that I have enough to be depressed about all on my own without those getting in the way. *sigh* I feel hopeless today. Sometimes it feels like things will never get better.
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