What do you do when your just too tired to fight it anymore? I want it all to go away, I want to go away. I don't believe in heaven and hell so I am not even scared to die. I use to worry about what it would do to my family but somehow I know they would greive for a bit and then move on. My life doesn't affect anyone, they all just go on. I feel like I am on the outside of the snow globe and I can't get in, and no one can hear me cry. No one knows I am here and thats why if I went away no one would hurt. No one would care! What do you do when you feel like that!
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