i can't. i can't make it through this. the man i love with my whole entire being doesn't want me. he can't even tell me why he doesn't want me. he leaves suddenly and then gets pissed when i ask him why. he says he still loves me. why treat me like this. he says he wants to support me. more lies. i tell him in all honestly and in my moment of greatest need that i am at the end of my rope and he's the only person i have left to talk to. he tells me i'm preventing him from getting to sleep tonight. where is the patient, understanding, loving man i knew? who took him away? if there was someone responsible, i would kill them. i don't want to be here anymore. i don't want to live without him. he goes from being my everything to wanting nothing to do with me. what have i done to deserve this? i don't want to be here.
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