Hello all! It's been a long time since I've been here. A little over a year since I went inpatient last year. Now those thoughts are back, though they aren't as content as they were when I went to the hospital. They are on and off....I have my good days and bad days. More and more lately I find myself wanting to take my sleeping pills and hope I don't wake up. I even wrote a goodbye letter and make final arrangements a couple of weeks ago. Until my husband found out and and he's been on my butt about that. I don't know what to do, any advice or help would be appreciate it. I'm been so moody lately, it goes between being pissed off and sad. Hope to hear from some of you soon.
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