i'm addicted to this site and this group and i don't know what to do. i should be asleep right now but i got a call from a friend and it woke me up so now i can't go back to sleep so all i can do is come on this site. what is wrong with me? i know i work full time, i go to school full time, and when i'm not sleeping or washing/cleaning i'm on this site..that is very sad but at the same time when i think about it this site is the only way i have to vent. i can be honest with myself on this site and it has helped me tremendously with being honest in my life. i'm probably too honest about somethings. but things that i'm too ashamed to tell people or things i think most people won't understand i know i can come on here and get it off my chest. but the thing is i am abusing this privelidge this site gives me and i don't want to stop. this site is like my own best friend. i've laughed on this site and cried on this site and made a new friend or two on this site. i wish i knew how to walk away cuz it is now becoming destructive to my daily life. but at the same time its aiding my mental health i guess. this past week should have been horrible and without this site and the motivation and inspiration that it gives me i would have been feeling very depressed lying in bed crying my eyes out cuz of how things have been in my life lately but its this site that helps me see how worse things could be. it keeps me thankful for the things i have and i know i can get through these tough times cuz that is what i tell everyone who is going through tough times. i could go on and on and about what this site has done for me but at the same time i can see it hurting me if i don't control the amount of time i stay on here. sorry i just had say this.
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