You know something? I have been here for 7 months now and have offered as much support as I could over those 7 months, as well as, I hope, injected a lot of humour along the way! I have also needed help, ocassionally, but not in a long time now! Tonight? I needed help...for the 1st time in 3 months!!! I get 5 members, 5!!! replying on my post, 3 others on Pm's.....and even one of them didnt respond!!! This place is shite..........if your not one of THE people, nobody gives a shit!!! Maybe I should start playing with you all and post pleading, begging and "Ending my life" shit all the time and then maybe a few more of you would take notice! Hey...maybe I'll feel better tomorrow....but right now.......I fucking dont!
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