I have been doing really shitty. I didn't want to ask for help because I am sick of feeling like I am talking to a brick wall, no offense to anyone, but I just never feel like I am being heard. All I want to do is scream. I have high anxiety at work, am always at my wits end, tears in my eyes, just want to hide...I can't take to my friends beceause they don't understand me, they talk about it with me until they are ready to move to another conversation which doesn't take very long for them, and who cares if i was in the middle of telling them something, like i have cut again after i stopped or i feel ignored or stressed or i feel like just dying, going back to my apartment and overdosing and/or cutting till I'm dead. but no one hears me...i am sorry i put this here, but i need to be heard by someone, or i don't know how long i can go by myself anymore...
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