I've endured depression for over 12 years now. Bouncing in & out of therapy, going on & off meds, with out consulting anyone. But I will endure it no longer, I have decided that this is the last time. There's no excuses, no "oops I forgot my meds". It's for real. I've been married for 6 months & have deprived my husband of the wife he deserves for too long. He has been there with me through it all (10 years or so) & still loves & supports me. We want to start a family, but can't until I will take care of myself. I've been taking my meds everyday for about 2 weeks. I want them to work so badly, but i know they aren't yet. The waiting is horrible. I've made the commitment to myself & i want to feel better now. I know it doesn't actually work that way, but boy would it be nice if it did. Is anyone else just waiting for the rest of their life to start?
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