I am thinking more and more how better off my kids would be without me. Tonight esp, big fight with daughter. Been crying all night. When I was her age, 20, I was married with 2 kids and taking care of house and she can't ever do one thing right. She moved out of town with grandparents a year ago to go to college and keeps failing all her classes. She loses everything. She's visiting for 3 weeks now and supposed to leave next weekend but I am making her leave tomorrow. I'm thinking of cutting her out of my life. She does not care for me. I am just a place to stay while she visits her friends. She treats me like crap, her grandparents hate me and treat her like she's this perfect thing and I just screwed her life up. I'm adopted so my mom never wanted me, but my dad wanted to adopt. Only thing that keeps me going anymore is my puppies. They are the only ones who care when I cry.
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