I laughed for the first time today. I do not know why, but I was thinking about a friend of mine at work that always addresses setbacks or problems by saying...Its all good!!. No matter what was screwed up at work he would always say "Its all good". I used to always come back and say..."No its not all good". We then would put both of our heads together and resolve the issue. One day we were having problems with a Powerpoint presentation needed for a budget meeting. Instead of getting upset I gritted my teeth, took a deep breath, and tried to stay calm even though we had no chance in hell to resolve the issue in time. With a forced smile on my face, I said something that I will never forget. I said something like "No matter what the repercussions are to this situation I will look reality straight in its ugly face and say "Its all Good!!. I finally said it and it felt good. I then scheduled a new meeting and proceeded on to my next failure with vigor and pride.
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