i see all the pretty babies all the time when i'm out in public. i smile at them and they smile back and it makes me feel so fuzzy inside. i was just thinking about how much purpose having a baby would give my life. i'm trying to weigh the costs and the benefits. i guess the one cost would be my financial situation right now. and another would be that i don't really have a mate right now. but other than that having a baby would be nothing but beneficial. i graduate from college in a year so i would have to think about conceiving in august or september which means i could finish up school then have the baby. i know that having a baby is alot of responsibilty but as long as i have some type of assistance or support i should be all right. people younger than me with fewer resources do it all the time. i think i could do it. i'm ready for something spectacular to happen in my life right now and i think this could be the answer to all my prayers.
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