I destroyed my life, and now things will never be the same. People say I can start over, but it's not that easy. I can't ever get those years, those opportunities, or those people back. I'm very angry, at myself, and at those that interfered with me and triggered me to self sabotage. Some people just suck, and that's a fact. I' ve unfortunately met many of them, and I can say for a fact that I wouldn't be sad if they were dead. Life is so short, and people waste it acting ignorant and tearing down others. They've been doing it to me for so many years, that I've started doing it to myself. I'm just sick of it all.
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